too much medication in my system, making me nauseous, making me tired, making me weak. i’ve barely moved in the past 3 days. i have another 3 days off work.
i just want to heal. i want to be able to drink my hot coffee. smoke my cigarettes. brush my teeth properly. i haven’t showered since wednesday morning.
i feel disgusting.

suckitupbuttercup.

things i need to do:

• pay off the last $300 of my debt
• buy new glasses frames
• buy more black clothes for work
• take a leap of faith and start doing colours at work
• re-stretch my lobes up to 3/4”
• make a tattoo appointment
• let my hair grow
• finish reading siddhartha
• get through the rest of winter without having a mental breakdown